Sometimes i just feel like im out of breath to carry on with this interminable marathon.
So very tired.
Tests every week w/o fail. Next week 8 tests. Ownage man. No mood study. Very tired everyday.
And my Physics and Amath sucks. Sucks like hell. I damn scared tip PUMP if fail subs for MYE ._.
I feel so out of place in my totally smart class(apart frm me, like duh).
I feel useless.
I feel such an asshole.
I feel tired.
I feel sleepy.
I feel very guilty.
So many things i wanna say, but i just can't put them into words. Tmr going for Amath remedial. Idk whats the use of it when i dun even ask the cher questions. Even if i ask, i doubt i'd understand half of what he says.
W.t.h.
After remedial still got sports meet. sianssss.
Lastly, i just wanna add sth. Whats the damn point of studying!!!!!!!!!! I hate studying!!! ARGH! STUDYING SARKSSSSSS.
Okay, i feel better now, slightly.

PS: Sorry if this post's emo.
I dun like my parents sometimes. They drive me nuts. Whats all that talk about money anyway?
Divorced, but still, problems are never-ending. Im trying my best not to care, but all they do is rub salt on the wound. They've no idea im th one who's stucked in between them. As if i give a damn about them. They can buay song each other all they want. Just don't drag me into their disputes.

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